Holla Ladies and Gentlemen!
It’s been awhile since I wrote a nice lengthy blog. I just recently moved to Windsor Ontario and have been here about 3 weeks now. I am currently studying Communications Media and Film & Drama (double major~ will see how that goes and if it just turns into studying just CMF). Will keep you updated as always I promise just never on time 😛
I’ve met 4 awesome comics so far! Two from Just for laughs! Sigh Comedy! Gotta love it!
Today I started filming my 6th video for youtube!!! Crazy stuff! I was always too afraid to do my own youtube channel and here I am, still alive and kicking baby! Especially after being hit by a car on Dec.6th. Sadly I am still recovering from the accident and have back pains. Thank God for Chiropractors! What would I do without you amazing people to adjust my back 🙂
I will admit that since the accident I have now higher anxiety then before and I have become scared and fearful of many many things, i.e. walking across a street freaks me out. Cars increase my heart rate. Unfortunately I have made this accident my identity. I have defined myself as the girl who got hit by a car when she was walking~ pity me kind of deal. Sad hey? I do know this, I have become more self-aware this past year and notice when things scare me and realizing more the reasons of it. I just need to learn how to be unafraid. I had taken a year off dating which has helped me become more self-aware. I learned how I treated people and guys too. I am also still learning.
What I want for my present: I want to live in the present. Not in the past. I use to be the one who was always first in the cold water and now I am always the last. I want to be the first in the water right now.
Shoutouts to the ones I met this past weekend/week including today: To the groom at the Loop (Congrats on your future wedding! Remember you are blessed to have found the love of your life~ not many do), To the crazy girl I met at dancing (You are just too awesome of a person! So cool your bestfriend is half french and Portuguese like my Bestie~ whom I miss tons back in NL), To those awesome girls I met today at the clubs booth at UofWindsor! Can’t wait to connect with you again someday!
Don’t let life bring you down, let it lift you up!
Learning, living and trying my best in loving life!
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